Thursday, May 31, 2007
Past few days have been really eventful, cos of my distant relatives' visit. =)) My grandad's bro came down all the way from Macau with his wife, son and daughter-in-law. Man... My granduncle looks 40 plus -.-" and my distant uncle and his wife are like in their early 20s with a son??? Wow. Yups, they were very fun to be with. 1st night they arrived, they stopped by at my house where all of us (them + my cousins + other relatives) watched DVDs tilll 4am?!? Omg. We all went to sentosa the next day. Wanted to re-tan myself.... BUT GOT NO SUN!!! Alamak. Played volleyball and soccer using some lousy ball with a retarded face painted on it. Ppl keep laughing at us cos of it =P Also went blading.... I swear never to blade again in Sentosa. The road was so smooth, i couldn't even stop at all. That explains multiple bruises sustained plus cuts on the butt. LOL... I decided i will never wear FBT shorts to blade again. No cushion at all.They're goin back tmr.... I'll miss them lots.Can't wait fer end of the year when we will go visit them at Macau..... Not to forget..... SHOPPING!!!! *MUAHAHA*
2:55 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007
Went studyin with the Squid yesterday at Potong Macs. Quite productive i think, although someone, or more precisely, SOMETHING kept tempting me to go shopping! Argh. Haha. Had lotsa advice from him too... Never knew he was so philosophical and "holy" *cough* Still, it was rather useful. =)) Fankyew!!!
Met up with Yihe today before tuition to settle stuff, but didn't end up achieving much cos he's basically still tryin. Can't believe i fell into the trap again. I feel stupid -.-" But at least i was more composed compared to last week. So squidy, there wont be any emo posts.... (Awww, how disappointing). Lol...
Our meetup made me think a lot. After this time being apart from him, i'm starting to feel that i've made the right decision. Although i've lost a soulmate, a large burden has been lifted from my shoulders. I can't say that i've got no feelings for him now,after all, it's been almost 2 yrs. But yea.... i think i'll manage. Time will help us get over it i guess. Now, all i can hope for is that he'll give up tryin to change my mind. That he'll slowly learn to adapt to the changes, and that we can resume being the good friends we used to be. God pls help me.
Distant relatives coming tmr. Can't wait. =))
2:57 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007
Good looks are but skin deep,
Wealth is not forever,
It's the character which sticks for life.
All my life, i've held on to this belief. That superficiality is absurd, and that we should judge people by their inner beauty. There were times when certain incidents have made me question what i believed in. But what happened yesterday, it gave me the assurance i so needed. I'm proud to say that my opinion has not and will never change.
- And so they say, "It ain't all about the looks and the monay baby" =))
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School has been quite slacky recently, or maybe it's just me. Haha. Only 11 out of 24 people from 06S15 came to school today -.-" Sad case. And we didn't have GP, so we basically slacked in school most of the day except for moral ed (where Mr Chan cried cos of something too long-winded to talk about. But yep, we could see how much he loves his family and baby audrey. Awww...) bio tutorial and econs lecture (we were secretly playing sudoku). Tired tired.... i dun feel like goin to school tmr. Sigh.... i need motivation.
Oh yea... we had our photo-taking on tues.... the class was quite crappy as usual, and decided to cam-whore on our own after that. =B
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Us with miss Faizah <3
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Emo-ness
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Catch us, if you can.
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Jump!
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PAI KIA!!!
6:45 AM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Patient: Choy Tze PokSuffering from: Some unknown wierdo illness. [ Chong: "let's call it the pokpok bing(illness in chinese)"]
Symptoms:
1) Bugs bunny teeth pop out.
2) Face disfigured by a big disgusting mole (Ain't i pwetty? *pukes*)
3) Dark (really dark) eye bags, that seem somewhat hopelessly unbalanced
4) Bloodshot nails.5) SEVERE growth retardation
6) Underdevelopment of brain (takes her pretty long to reach action potential)
7) Gets high on fresh air.
Okok. We were just bored. XD
2:29 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
Went to my cousin's 21st b'day bash after tuition. It was held at a function room at some church building. Man, there had to be at least forty people there excluding us family members. Lotsa food, mingling around and basically doing stupid stuff with the bunch of cousins (as usual). =) Did i mention that my younger cousin(pri 6) is taller than me??? Stupid ass can't stop gloating throughout the whole party. Lol. AND PEH BOK KIAT WAS THERE! (pardon me if i spelt his name wrongly), but yea, the econs lecturer. Omg omg omg. I had to hide before my cousin could drag me to him. Just to clear any doubts, my beloved cousin was my SAJC senior. Direct senior to be exact, cos he used to be from SFC as well. =)) Haha. So basically, half of the ppl he invited today were ex-SAJCians batches ago. Cool.Yea, after the food, there was this get together session with a mini praise and worship, expected, since he's such a staunch christian. Some really sweet song dedications and messages from friends, topped up with a touching video cum powerpoint put together by his ex classmates and army buddies. The best moment came when my cousin had to give a speech near the end. After thankin all of us (by name... so sweet), he started to talk about his growing up days. The entire family were touched. His sis and i were huddled tgt and sniffling like mad, much to the disgust of my pri-6-but-alr-very-tall cousin -.-" Sorry lah. we're emotional by nature. Haha. But well, you can pratically feel our pride, being in the same family as him. Lets see. This cousin of mine, he's the epitome of goodness, despite the fact that he didn't grow up in a well... very perfect family. He went through what other kids would not normally have to face, but still, grew to be this god-loving, family-loving, young gentlemen. His character is almost flawless. I think my aunt would be really proud of him if she were still around.Anyway, everyone started to cheer up soon enough cos we were in for a surprise. He sang a duet dedicated to us with a "good friend". He can't sing for nuts. =)) And right at the end of the song, he revealed that the "good friend" and him are attached! It took her by surprise and we could tell she was really touched. Haiz.... now we cousins cant come up with any more speculation and scandals liao. Wasted. But still.... It was really sweet. Haha. My grandma couldn't stop smiling.All in all, i'm glad to be in this ultra supportive and fun-loving family <3They rawk my life.
2:25 PM
Yesterday was an emotional rollercoaster ride. Yea, and just as i expected, i woke up with super swelling and puffy eyes. =((
I'm confused. Have i done the right thing? Am i being too cruel? Will i regret my decision in the future? With these questions running through my head for hours after we parted, it's a miracle i still managed to fall asleep. Guess i was mentally drained from the effort of blocking out whatever u said, all the memories u tried to bring back.
I'm really tired. Stop tryin to make me change my mind. You dunno how much pain you're causing, the way u try to tear down that protective shell i so painstakingly built up. You don't know that heart-sinking feeling i get when i see your name flashing on my phone whenever u call. I'm just so scared i'll give in. When we met yesterday, i was so freaked out that my hands were shaking. Are you happy seeing me that weak? Now I'm scared of what will happen next week. I dun wanna face the whole thing again.
I know it may be hard for u to let go ( trust me, it's just as hard for me). But we really have too many differences. Different expectations, different moral values, different personalities. And they're taking a toll on me.
Pls stop saying you'll wait for me. It'll be harder for both of us. Find someone better and more worthy of you. I'm sure there'll be plenty. I'll be happy for you. Seriously :)
Can't we just be besties?
3:05 AM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
I GREW BY 1 CM!!!!Now i'm 15....sthg cm (still too embarrassing to disclose). But still...This calls for a celebration :))Thx Mr chay for letting me take my height twice today. I really stretched my neck to the limits the second time. Lol.
11:55 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
To the woman who gives everything she has, but expects nothing in return.To the woman who waits up till the wee hours of the night to make sure i reach home safely.To the woman who stays up with me when i burn the midnight oil during exams.To the woman who stinges on herself but gives me the best.To the woman who never fails to say she loves me every single day.HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!!!
I love my mummy. Of course i do. She's the best woman on earth =)
11:00 AM
Been too tired recently to blog. Nope. I haven given up yet hao jiu =) I must persevere!!! Anyways, our "Friggin Frightening Fright Night" (affectionately named by shaun) on Sat was pretty successful i would say. Cos the V1s really bonded in the end and that was our main objective. Though there were many hiccups, well, i'm glad we persevered and worked together as a team. The late night discussions we had, the never-ending conference calls (someone even fell asleep while talkin, shall not disclose his/her identity), bearing with the blood-hungry mosquitoes at Tang dynasty, and most importantly, overcoming the fear of basically just stepping into the spooky grounds. All that, we did together, giving each other the support and crappiness which kept us going even when everything seemed impossible to accomplish. Yup. i'm glad to have slogged with the peeps, shaun and Liz.
The group of us met at tang dynasty in the afternoon to set up our props and stuff... But we got delayed (by a lot.... 3hrs), so we got alfredo to help us bring the juniors to steph's house for the BBQ. Yup... Had a really great bonding session during the BBQ, with the same crappy atmosphere. Oh ya.... Plus the addition of er.... some gross information from the guys (some guy-talk which the girls heard by "accident") LOL. Played cards and other stuff later on with the juniors and the rules got screwed up cos of some ppl. For example, while playing "murderer" (i was supposed to be the murderer), i winked at my target. And u know what? HE WINKED BACK AT ME!!! Omg. =.=" It was hilarious.
The few of us involved in the night trail left early to "make-up" and head for Tang dynasty. You'll die laughing if u see how we dressed up. One word to describe it --- gross. Cab drivers kept staring at us and slowing down their vehicles. -.-" I'm too lazy to go into details about the trail, but basically, the juniors had to follow the clues we planted everywhere, and uncover the truth about how a town was destroyed and its villagers mysteriously disappeared. They had a bit of a problem finding the clues at first ( cos we're really smart u see. Haha ), but in the end, everything turned out quite okay. Had a quick debrief at a nearby macs and finally headed for home at 7am. I was so tired i basically showered with my eyelids drooping. Didn't have the energy to go fer tuition so yep, i skipped it =P
Some pictures of "friggin frightening fright night":
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Killer mozzies 
Disgusting pink shirt
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Emo little "girl"
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Qian nian lao yao
Liz & Shaun
US =)
V1s bonding (can u feel the love?)
10:08 AM
Friday, May 11, 2007
Today was a very fruitful day. We went to PS to get some materials for the night trail. Spotlight rocks. It practically had everything we needed.... even this:
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BWAHAHA!!!
Ended up with heaps of shooping bags to go home with. Sat at macs and discussed further till it was close to 12 midnight. We're crazy ppl.
4:36 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Dad: "Oi! I ask u to press that circle on the right, why u din press? See lah! Die already loh."
Mum: "Keep quiet and go and sleep lah. U are disrupting my train of thought. I was going to win okay"
OMG... My parents are ONCE AGAIN "bickering" over a computer game my dad just downloaded into his laptop. 0.o They are super amusing. Haha. What's more, it's around.... 2am??? No wonder i'm born with their crappy genes. =)
Used up a lot of energy just trying to pry my drooping eyes open during lessons today. For the past 2 days, i've barely slept 5 hours, and the lack of sleep is making me sprout pimples. ='( Anyway, bio test sucked cos i didn't have time to study neurones. Sigh. I really should start mugging, but there's no motivation yet.
Went to do props fer sat with shaun after school tilll 6.30, then we met up with Liz after her work at bishan. Had a marvellous time inventing and adding lame stuff to our proposal. Laughed our heads off lah. Discussed till 11+. I was pretty sure my eyeballs were gonna drop out by then cos of my dry contacts.
I'm really 1/2 dead. I need my sleep. Mebe i shan't go to skool tmr (ok... today, cos it's already way past mdnight). Lol... *attempts to make a guilty face*
I should start studying. Yes! i SHALL..... i WILL!!! Wait wait wait.... gimme a few more weeks.
Somebody pls kill me.
5:38 PM
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
My record-breakin 3-day diarrhoea marathon is killing me. =(
Went to school fer Chemistry SPA today. It wasn't that tough, just that i had to bear with a lousy tummy that went " Glug, glug, glug" every few minutes. =.=" I swear i could practically feel the water churning inside, seriously. Gina, Ah-mah and i went to photocopy Rachel's Sudoku book after SPA =) Everyone seems crazy over it nowadays, i dunno why. Went on a mission to solve the first (but already very difficult) puzzle. I got stuck (i still am by the way).
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It seriously killed all my brain cells! By the way, the word that got cut off is "ambitious". How am i supposed to complete it if i can't even solve some "easy" puzzles. Talk about being too ambitious =/ Gave up after struggling for half an hour and decided to get a green slip cos of my stomach upset. Slept from.... 12 to 6? OMG...
Can't wait for the ventures night trail on saturday. Shaun, Liz and I really spent a lot of effort trying to come out with a scary-but-not-too-stupid story plot, not to mention going to recce at the deserted and dilapitated Tang dynasty thingy. It was really freaky okay. Think there were a few times when i er... "squeaked" cos of some scary statues or dark corners. Shaun was the greatest coward. Haha. It probably isn't very obvious in the picture, but the painted characters on the wall were those... u know... popping out kind. Don't really know how to describe. They were really life-like. Yea, so much so that i THOUGHT i saw one moving and got freaked out. Kinda expected huh? Haha.
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Anyway, we're goin back again tmr. Sigh. Shall sleep earlier so that i will not be too tired and "imagine" all kinds of stuff. I don't even know if my stomach can tahan. No toilet there lei.
I'm losing so much water everyday i think i'll become a shrivelled piece of meat by saturday. Good, then i can be be a walkin chunk of thing and scare the hell out of those taking the trail. MUAHAHA... *evil cackle*
2:30 AM
