Monday, May 28, 2007
Went studyin with the Squid yesterday at Potong Macs. Quite productive i think, although someone, or more precisely, SOMETHING kept tempting me to go shopping! Argh. Haha. Had lotsa advice from him too... Never knew he was so philosophical and "holy" *cough* Still, it was rather useful. =)) Fankyew!!!
Met up with Yihe today before tuition to settle stuff, but didn't end up achieving much cos he's basically still tryin. Can't believe i fell into the trap again. I feel stupid -.-" But at least i was more composed compared to last week. So squidy, there wont be any emo posts.... (Awww, how disappointing). Lol...
Our meetup made me think a lot. After this time being apart from him, i'm starting to feel that i've made the right decision. Although i've lost a soulmate, a large burden has been lifted from my shoulders. I can't say that i've got no feelings for him now,after all, it's been almost 2 yrs. But yea.... i think i'll manage. Time will help us get over it i guess. Now, all i can hope for is that he'll give up tryin to change my mind. That he'll slowly learn to adapt to the changes, and that we can resume being the good friends we used to be. God pls help me.
Distant relatives coming tmr. Can't wait. =))
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