Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Ever had an experience so freaky that you'd try to push it to the back of your mind in hope that someday, someway, it'll get erased? Still, somehow, that deep, dark secret keeps u...bewildered. confused. Especially when it's new to you. Hmmm..... Maybe the "deep dark secret" part is a little exaggerated. And nope, i have not been abused in ANY WAY or by ANYONE before. Dun think too much (i know what some of u have in your minds now... lol.)Hmmm.... Sometimes, it's really fortunate to have a friend who is VERY mature in thought. Someone who has the ability to help you analyze situations, and constantly remind you that in reality, life is not as simple as u may think it is. Lol.... Thx bridget, although we both know that i'll return to "fairytale" land once again within a few days. Hehe.... I really gotta grow up.Anyways, back to topic. A big burden off my chest finally. I had meant to totally delete it from my life since it concerned someone else's reputation. But yea, jie meis can be trusted and it felt good finally talking and eventually joking about it after one year. -.-" Pengz.... Yea, ppl should know. Tze Wei + Bridget = ultimate crappiness. Haha... although I think there's still a bit of phobia towards very strong ppl, esp since i'm not say very de strong.*cough* Thank god for my quick thinking at that time. And lemme repeat once again. I SUFFERED NO ABUSE OF ANY KIND these 18 years... I've got very kind and gentle friends and parents. =D (and this is where JO will say: "chey... i thought kena rape or beaten up b4") 0.o Haha..... sorry to disappoint you, nuthin of that sort hor! Haha!!! Okays, nuff of that.... the ordeal's over anyway. And i'll probably not be seeing the person much now.Lol... today....Studied with.... er.... Bridgey, fuyi (the not married, but gonna get married soon one... Muahaha. Dun kill me.), jing yi(haven't seen her for godknowshowlong). Haha!!!! The time after dinner was uber crappy. And i dun wanna wear my purple jacket when i study with them alr.... always suffocate me using the hood. -.-"
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