Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Dear's been gone for 4 days now and i'm occasionally lapsing into bouts of emo-ness. Lol... Not that i sulk around the whole day lookin miserable or sthg. I'm still as crazy as ever, now and then gettin myself into a bit of *cough* fun(trouble), so much so that my colleagues keep threatening to turn my head 360 degrees. -.-" Sadistic. Yea... It's just that empty feeling, mebe cos we've been spending lotsa time tgt recently. Takes time to adjust i guess. Man, I miss him so much. Can't wait for the 2 weeks to be over.And to make matters worse, i'm down with super bad cough. Been coughing literally non-stop the entire day i feel as though my lungs would burst anytime soon. And whenever i tried to talk, i had to hold my breath so i wouldn't cough in the other person's face. SHUCKS. Add that to walkin about the pharmacy everyday w/o much rest for 7 hrs in HEELS.... I think i'm 1/2 dead. Sigh. No wonder they told us: "once u step in here, u won't wanna come back again". How true. The only thing that's holding me back from quitting that battlefield (it really resembles one) are my "comrades" or brudders/sisters-in arms. They make everything more bearable, but nevertheless , still torturing. =( Haiz. Lets see how long i can hold out. Mebe i should quit soon and get a more flexible job. Can use the rest of the time doing some volunteer work. Alr did some research and i think giving free tution to low-income pri skool kids sounds good. At least i'm pretty sure i still can count accurately. =P I wanna get away frm TTSH!!! Shall take mc tmr AT ALL COSTS. So tired =(
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